It was a whirlwind of chaos and revelation For 4 years. It was nonstop and overwhelming; it wore us down and out. Think of it like this; you allow yourself to give in to the temptation of sweets--every week...all the time, for 4 years. A lot of things would be going bad with you in a lot of ways. Health, diet, weight, skin, hair, etc. You'd have to admit though, (and I'd give it to you) mmmm mmmmm that was good. Yep, totally gave in to the temptation that feeds the soul's car